End Of Another Year
End of 2009, End of another chapter.
I have to be honest here, 2009 wasn’t a good year for me. Its sad enough for me to stay home at new years eve and being able to blog right now. Plus on top of that I’m opening and closing at J2 Metro Town on New Years Day. How lame is that?! But than again I get double pay for working so it kinda balances out things for me.
I’ve been through a lot of emotional problems for 2009. Relationships is at the top for that. A lot of complications,confusions,lies, dis-honesty and any of those crap reasons somewhere down the list. I just couldn’t comprehend any of those this year. Most of the time I feel clueless, useless, or maybe even careless.
I wasn’t able to reach my set goals that I’ve had for 2009. I wasn’t able to achieve a certain level of work and effort for my Art Portfolio. Most of the time I felt like a dead weight whenever i picked up a pencil and paper. When I start photo shop or Illustrator hoping that I would be able to do some decent work, I turn it off right after the start up is complete. Some progress I’ve made… haha yeah right.
I fail to understand some of my particular friend’s feelings whenever they’ve got them self’s in a heated problem. I have no right.
I’m sorry, I’ve failed you.
Awaiting for another chapter to be revealed. Hoping that it would have more happy paragraphs, pictures, events, characters and setting.
